“We won’t ever meet would we?”
“I don’t know…”
“It would be unfair to the other people.”
“What would?”
“Unfair to the other girls that want to date me but I’m dating a girl that I don’t meet.”
…
“Okay, I understand.”
Would making the other girls happy make you happy? Would it make me happy?
Are we missing the main point here?
If he doesn’t mind losing me then so be it. Keep your girls, one day I’ll meet a guy I will want. Like that guy Ken I met at Stef’s wedding that was attractive and interested enough. I should have flirted a wee bit.
Anyway, liking A; I’m learning a good lesson. To curb myself and not indulge in what I want or do or say things to my liking, as I please, to achieve what I want.
Foolish.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Thursday, December 3, 2009
What I Want
I don’t think he’s what I want.
I want someone who will love me more than he loves himself. That helpless love. Where he can’t help it. I want someone who will try hard to please me, to make me smile, make me happy. I want someone who needs me. He tells me because of Chi he can only now only love with 50% of his heart. The rest is hardened. That’s understandable.
But it’s sad isn’t it? The love that I want, he cannot give.
That is another reason why I must stop now, why I should stop having feelings for him, because, somewhere down the road, it wouldn’t be understandable to me anymore. I would want more, and would try my best to get it but, as we all know, no matter how much you try, sometimes you just don’t get it. Like my first bf. If I knew my first bf didn’t really love me the way I thought he did, I probably wouldn’t put in so much of myself into that relationship.
—–
They didn’t get the butter, now I cannot make 4 batches of cookies
I want someone who will love me more than he loves himself. That helpless love. Where he can’t help it. I want someone who will try hard to please me, to make me smile, make me happy. I want someone who needs me. He tells me because of Chi he can only now only love with 50% of his heart. The rest is hardened. That’s understandable.
But it’s sad isn’t it? The love that I want, he cannot give.
That is another reason why I must stop now, why I should stop having feelings for him, because, somewhere down the road, it wouldn’t be understandable to me anymore. I would want more, and would try my best to get it but, as we all know, no matter how much you try, sometimes you just don’t get it. Like my first bf. If I knew my first bf didn’t really love me the way I thought he did, I probably wouldn’t put in so much of myself into that relationship.
—–
They didn’t get the butter, now I cannot make 4 batches of cookies
Monday, November 30, 2009
Pork, Carrots and Gravy
Well, I tried to control my feelings and couldn’t.
So, I guess I’m just going to let it slowly fade away.
I’m at KL now, met up with a friend the other day. I took his car plate number down at first because I didn’t trust him, and sent it to Stef, so that she could call the cops if I didn’t report back to her. Note to self: No more meeting people unless I’m driving myself. Seriously, I don’t think I should be so trusting of people. I mean, one of these days I’m going to meet some psycho and then, my life shall end. I would be murdered.
—–
I asked, “Where’s my kiss?” and I was talking about a peck on a cheek yeh, but what’s so cute is that he went on talking about no kisses for me, unless no one was around and there’s candles and it sounded good, until he talked about beef and it was just so cute. No no, he was talking about pork, carrots and gravy. and garlic bread. AHAHA. Sorry, I had to laugh and joke about the garlic bread.
—
So today my family and I went grocery shopping, and we got the ingredients to get our cookies a-baking! My nephew & niece are very excited!
I never baked a cake before…
Does my not being able to cook or bake a cake lower my marketability? : ( Sad…
It’s ok, have heart, it’s easy. Can just get a guy who can cook, I have no qualms about doing the dishes. Besides, my loving raw salmon should be a plus point! Ahuaheuhue. Actually, it’s not. I just like to think it is. It is a useless faux brownie point.
So, I guess I’m just going to let it slowly fade away.
I’m at KL now, met up with a friend the other day. I took his car plate number down at first because I didn’t trust him, and sent it to Stef, so that she could call the cops if I didn’t report back to her. Note to self: No more meeting people unless I’m driving myself. Seriously, I don’t think I should be so trusting of people. I mean, one of these days I’m going to meet some psycho and then, my life shall end. I would be murdered.
—–
I asked, “Where’s my kiss?” and I was talking about a peck on a cheek yeh, but what’s so cute is that he went on talking about no kisses for me, unless no one was around and there’s candles and it sounded good, until he talked about beef and it was just so cute. No no, he was talking about pork, carrots and gravy. and garlic bread. AHAHA. Sorry, I had to laugh and joke about the garlic bread.
—
So today my family and I went grocery shopping, and we got the ingredients to get our cookies a-baking! My nephew & niece are very excited!
I never baked a cake before…
Does my not being able to cook or bake a cake lower my marketability? : ( Sad…
It’s ok, have heart, it’s easy. Can just get a guy who can cook, I have no qualms about doing the dishes. Besides, my loving raw salmon should be a plus point! Ahuaheuhue. Actually, it’s not. I just like to think it is. It is a useless faux brownie point.
Friday, November 20, 2009
I hate you blogspot, No pasting?!
Yes you heard me right, I hate you blogspot. You don't let me paste!
*GASP*
WOW THIS IS WHAT YOU GET BLOGSPOT.
This is what you get for changing your interface! I totally didn't notice the Edit HTML function on the top. YOU SUCK. NO wonder I can't paste. and you're too late! I've switched allegience to wordpress.
Fellas, I've went through the ordeal of making a new blog because I thought I couldn't paste. Meh.
So, www.tomyamgirl.wordpress.com.
Bye now~
*GASP*
WOW THIS IS WHAT YOU GET BLOGSPOT.
This is what you get for changing your interface! I totally didn't notice the Edit HTML function on the top. YOU SUCK. NO wonder I can't paste. and you're too late! I've switched allegience to wordpress.
Fellas, I've went through the ordeal of making a new blog because I thought I couldn't paste. Meh.
So, www.tomyamgirl.wordpress.com.
Bye now~
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Realisation
Finally, the one day during exam period that I didn't wake up dreading.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8hHo-qSvoMo
Kelly Clarkson - I'm already Gone 2009
This song is sorta mellow and it feels very real.
I have decided to leave. Leave the bond that I have with A.
Recently, thinking that I should begin accept that sometimes love just doesn't conquer all.
Like, the distance. I'm starting to think like him. That maybe it won't work after all... I have always kept a hope that it would.
But when the bad feelings come hitting me like a wave, I cannot remain hopeful any longer.
Funny, I used to think the next time I fall in love it would be with someone who is able to persuade me and keeps relentlessly persuading me to change my negative, pessimistic view of love. But yeah, I want someone who will do that, who believes in it and who works hard to make me believe it, who can make me feel 'YES! We can do it!'
That is why, I should try my very best to control and forget my feelings for him. Because if I don't, it will be too painful one day, too painful for me to see him leave. I am not a noble person, I'm not that big a person to make myself unhappy as long as the guy is doing what I think is best. That's why if I ever have cancer, (TOUCHWOOD) I wouldn't go without telling my partner. Some people leave without saying anything because they think it is best that the partner doesn't know. I think I am not that sort of person. I'm not strong enough. I'm the kind to lean for moral support.
Last Night, Good Night By Hatsune Miku
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ha4T3ZJwxt4
I don't know what's wrong with blogger, it won't let me Copy paste thus, I cannot paste the sad lyrics here. :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8hHo-qSvoMo
Kelly Clarkson - I'm already Gone 2009
This song is sorta mellow and it feels very real.
I have decided to leave. Leave the bond that I have with A.
Recently, thinking that I should begin accept that sometimes love just doesn't conquer all.
Like, the distance. I'm starting to think like him. That maybe it won't work after all... I have always kept a hope that it would.
But when the bad feelings come hitting me like a wave, I cannot remain hopeful any longer.
Funny, I used to think the next time I fall in love it would be with someone who is able to persuade me and keeps relentlessly persuading me to change my negative, pessimistic view of love. But yeah, I want someone who will do that, who believes in it and who works hard to make me believe it, who can make me feel 'YES! We can do it!'
That is why, I should try my very best to control and forget my feelings for him. Because if I don't, it will be too painful one day, too painful for me to see him leave. I am not a noble person, I'm not that big a person to make myself unhappy as long as the guy is doing what I think is best. That's why if I ever have cancer, (TOUCHWOOD) I wouldn't go without telling my partner. Some people leave without saying anything because they think it is best that the partner doesn't know. I think I am not that sort of person. I'm not strong enough. I'm the kind to lean for moral support.
Last Night, Good Night By Hatsune Miku
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ha4T3ZJwxt4
I don't know what's wrong with blogger, it won't let me Copy paste thus, I cannot paste the sad lyrics here. :(
Monday, November 16, 2009
First Day of Exams!
So, today is the first day of exams for my 2nd semester in uni. That means, next sem will be my third sem! So far so good! The only subject that I utterly have no confidence in would be Pengajian Malaysia. It's like, zomg! wth!
How do you fix something that isn't there in the first place?
When you want to draw that other person closer but have no idea to go about it?
When you try to have conversation and he just doesn't seem to have anything to say to you anymore?
When you feel like you're drifting apart and nothing you seem to do is stopping that?
and you can't ask for some things because he has no obligation to do it for you.
why would he do that? You're his nobody.
And you're afraid to try harder because it might be as you have feared, he's avoiding you. or might get bored with you. or annoyed with you and that makes him want to talk to you less.
I think I shouldn't feel like this anymore. I think I should be more detached from now on and not make myself so vulnerable. Silly me! Always vulnerable.
Want to talk to me? Turn me on.
Don't want to talk to me? Turn me off.
I don't want to be convenient.
Bury it, bury it, bury it.
I have been happy for the past 9 months but now I must be wary and be accepting of the reality of how things are/will be/cycle of things.
Sony Cybershot TX1's advertisement has this really nice song. I don't know the name of the song nor the singer. :(
How do you fix something that isn't there in the first place?
When you want to draw that other person closer but have no idea to go about it?
When you try to have conversation and he just doesn't seem to have anything to say to you anymore?
When you feel like you're drifting apart and nothing you seem to do is stopping that?
and you can't ask for some things because he has no obligation to do it for you.
why would he do that? You're his nobody.
And you're afraid to try harder because it might be as you have feared, he's avoiding you. or might get bored with you. or annoyed with you and that makes him want to talk to you less.
I think I shouldn't feel like this anymore. I think I should be more detached from now on and not make myself so vulnerable. Silly me! Always vulnerable.
Want to talk to me? Turn me on.
Don't want to talk to me? Turn me off.
I don't want to be convenient.
Bury it, bury it, bury it.
I have been happy for the past 9 months but now I must be wary and be accepting of the reality of how things are/will be/cycle of things.
Sony Cybershot TX1's advertisement has this really nice song. I don't know the name of the song nor the singer. :(
When the twilight sings,
It's washed away, way by the sea,
Open up your eyes,
Believe the dream.
You see how I feel,
That feeling something's just not real,
We are drifting through the stars,
Floating here to Mars,
Believe the dream.
I liked it so much that I found the chords for it unconsciously!
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Comics
I've recently started reading a lot of mangas. So I shall note that which I liked and what it is briefly about.
Needless to say,
1. Ouran High School Host Club, this is still ongoing and is my motivator to want to learn Japanese.
2. Meru Puri, this is by Hino Matsuri.
All high school freshman Airi Hoshina ever wanted was to someday live in a cozy home with a loving husband, and find joy in the little things in life. As a result, she makes it her daily mission to get to school on time because school legend has it that the longer one's non-tardy streak is, the better boyfriend one will find. But just when her daily routine is working like clockwork, an occurrence of fairytale proportions threatens to disrupt her grand plan. Basically it's about this magical world that exists in another realm. Art is pretty good, she's the mangaka for Vampire Knight, I'll read that once it's actually completed.
3. Potemayo.
Story is pretty random and have very little to do with each other. It's about this cute little mascot, that a guy could carry around on his head. It's like random comic strips. It's pretty short, but cute.
4. Tokyo Crazy Paradise
Took a bit to finish this. It's unlike Ouran, where it's long but you stick to it like glue. If you don't keep going at it, you lose interest in reading this, because... well, I don't know. It's about this girl who dresses up like a guy who becomes her classmate's bodyguard to repay her debt. Her classmate is a yakuza's boss. Eventually they fell in love with one another.
5. Mind Game
Art is pretty much like Sailormoon's mangaka Naoko Takeuchi... This is a short story (about 9 chapters) about a girl's first love. Basically lovey dovey and innocent. Puppy love larrrr... hahaha
6. Asa mo, Hiru mo, Yoru mo
This is kinda short, about 9 chapters.
Shinobu is a typical high school girl...with an atypical hatred of boys. Long ago, she was horribly abused by one and hasn't been able to tolerate being near them since. Now Yokomizo has appeared before her--a boy who looks exactly like the one who tormented her in the past. He's the last guy she wants to have around, but then he confesses his love to her!?
The art is nice, story plot kinda familiar. Basically is afraid of guys yadda yadda.
7. Tenjou no Kajitsu
Art is nice. 4 Chapters but quite long. As in, around.. 40-50 pages for 1 chapter. Tomita Yuri hated boys since she was little, seeing them as devils who taunt and tease her. When the all-girls Kinka academy decides to merge with the all-boys Ginka academy, her ‘heaven’ is once again threatened by the devils from hell, men. Not only that, but as a member of the student council, she now has to work alongside the male student council of Ginka academy. Will Yuri’s ‘heaven’ be overrun by the male devils from hell?
The girl, Tomita Yuri is kinda cute. Haha. Basically innocent like love I guess. lol.
8. Meine Liebe by Izawa Rei
Art is so and so. Boys are pretty good looking except for dark areas around the eyes. I don't know... it's weird, makes them look like evil monsters. I mean like Gaara in Naruto. lol.
Erika Klause, who has been separated from her brother when she was little, decided to enter Rosenstolz Academy (in Germany), where she was sure to see him. But what she encounters at first day of school is the five Strahl (King scholars) candidates.
Basically it's about this elite school and her constant wish for finding her half brother. And again, the fan girls of the 5 guys. Slightly like Ouran; elite school and all but there's where the similarities end... but it tends to get a bit monotonous, and grand. Too much grandeur. No comedy at all.
9. Kare First Love by Miyasaka Kaho
Coy and self-conscious high school student Karin Karino never paid much attention to boys until she met Kiriya, a popular student from a nearby boys' school. Karin and Kiriya embark on a romantic journey despite Karin's classmate Yuka's best efforts to sabotage their relationship, but Karin soon learns that living happily ever after isn't on the curriculum when she becomes Kiriya's center of attention, as well as embittered Yuka's bull's-eye on her dartboard of hate.
Hmm, basically this is like a lovey dovey first love kinda comic la. School life, innocent love, shy shy kinds. Ehehehe, it is kinda cute la. Definitely chick flit. Nerdy, shy girl with outgoing handsome boy ehehehehee *drool* In the end, they live happily ever after la. Sien o. So nice. Different from reality. Quite long, about 57 chapters.
10. Otokomae Beads Club
Have you ever seen a "very manly girl"? The heroine in this story, Oikawa Ibuki is just that type of girl. To find her true soul mate, after transferring school, Ibuki was determined to act like a gentle lady. Yet on her first day of transfer, due to her righteous sense she went to save a small dog, and at the time she was seen by the suspicious "crow messenger"! Is Ibuki's whole image ruined!? And who is this mysterious "crow messenger"!?
It's kinda short, about 3 chapters and 1 extra and 1 side story. It's ok ok only la. Too short to make an impact I guess. It started out amusing. Towards the end, ok la. Aih.
Last edited : 2.45pm 15th July 2009
Needless to say,
1. Ouran High School Host Club, this is still ongoing and is my motivator to want to learn Japanese.
2. Meru Puri, this is by Hino Matsuri.
All high school freshman Airi Hoshina ever wanted was to someday live in a cozy home with a loving husband, and find joy in the little things in life. As a result, she makes it her daily mission to get to school on time because school legend has it that the longer one's non-tardy streak is, the better boyfriend one will find. But just when her daily routine is working like clockwork, an occurrence of fairytale proportions threatens to disrupt her grand plan. Basically it's about this magical world that exists in another realm. Art is pretty good, she's the mangaka for Vampire Knight, I'll read that once it's actually completed.
3. Potemayo.
Story is pretty random and have very little to do with each other. It's about this cute little mascot, that a guy could carry around on his head. It's like random comic strips. It's pretty short, but cute.
4. Tokyo Crazy Paradise
Took a bit to finish this. It's unlike Ouran, where it's long but you stick to it like glue. If you don't keep going at it, you lose interest in reading this, because... well, I don't know. It's about this girl who dresses up like a guy who becomes her classmate's bodyguard to repay her debt. Her classmate is a yakuza's boss. Eventually they fell in love with one another.
5. Mind Game
Art is pretty much like Sailormoon's mangaka Naoko Takeuchi... This is a short story (about 9 chapters) about a girl's first love. Basically lovey dovey and innocent. Puppy love larrrr... hahaha
6. Asa mo, Hiru mo, Yoru mo
This is kinda short, about 9 chapters.
Shinobu is a typical high school girl...with an atypical hatred of boys. Long ago, she was horribly abused by one and hasn't been able to tolerate being near them since. Now Yokomizo has appeared before her--a boy who looks exactly like the one who tormented her in the past. He's the last guy she wants to have around, but then he confesses his love to her!?
The art is nice, story plot kinda familiar. Basically is afraid of guys yadda yadda.
7. Tenjou no Kajitsu
Art is nice. 4 Chapters but quite long. As in, around.. 40-50 pages for 1 chapter. Tomita Yuri hated boys since she was little, seeing them as devils who taunt and tease her. When the all-girls Kinka academy decides to merge with the all-boys Ginka academy, her ‘heaven’ is once again threatened by the devils from hell, men. Not only that, but as a member of the student council, she now has to work alongside the male student council of Ginka academy. Will Yuri’s ‘heaven’ be overrun by the male devils from hell?
The girl, Tomita Yuri is kinda cute. Haha. Basically innocent like love I guess. lol.
8. Meine Liebe by Izawa Rei
Art is so and so. Boys are pretty good looking except for dark areas around the eyes. I don't know... it's weird, makes them look like evil monsters. I mean like Gaara in Naruto. lol.
Erika Klause, who has been separated from her brother when she was little, decided to enter Rosenstolz Academy (in Germany), where she was sure to see him. But what she encounters at first day of school is the five Strahl (King scholars) candidates.
Basically it's about this elite school and her constant wish for finding her half brother. And again, the fan girls of the 5 guys. Slightly like Ouran; elite school and all but there's where the similarities end... but it tends to get a bit monotonous, and grand. Too much grandeur. No comedy at all.
9. Kare First Love by Miyasaka Kaho
Coy and self-conscious high school student Karin Karino never paid much attention to boys until she met Kiriya, a popular student from a nearby boys' school. Karin and Kiriya embark on a romantic journey despite Karin's classmate Yuka's best efforts to sabotage their relationship, but Karin soon learns that living happily ever after isn't on the curriculum when she becomes Kiriya's center of attention, as well as embittered Yuka's bull's-eye on her dartboard of hate.
Hmm, basically this is like a lovey dovey first love kinda comic la. School life, innocent love, shy shy kinds. Ehehehe, it is kinda cute la. Definitely chick flit. Nerdy, shy girl with outgoing handsome boy ehehehehee *drool* In the end, they live happily ever after la. Sien o. So nice. Different from reality. Quite long, about 57 chapters.
10. Otokomae Beads Club
Have you ever seen a "very manly girl"? The heroine in this story, Oikawa Ibuki is just that type of girl. To find her true soul mate, after transferring school, Ibuki was determined to act like a gentle lady. Yet on her first day of transfer, due to her righteous sense she went to save a small dog, and at the time she was seen by the suspicious "crow messenger"! Is Ibuki's whole image ruined!? And who is this mysterious "crow messenger"!?
It's kinda short, about 3 chapters and 1 extra and 1 side story. It's ok ok only la. Too short to make an impact I guess. It started out amusing. Towards the end, ok la. Aih.
Last edited : 2.45pm 15th July 2009
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
How do you poop in squatpots?
I watched a random so called popular video just now, and the American guy who just came back from a trip to China asks, "How the hell do you poop in squatpots?"
I felt so tempted to comment:
To squat, but not to hover, is gratitude enough in China.
Do you know how friggin annoying it is to hover over a toilet seat? I mean, there's just NO WAY you'd want to sit on a public toilet seat because it's so dirty. God. Ask a more sensible question, yeh?
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There's this song that I heard on Anime Radio just now. I've always thought it was a cute song but I didn't know the lyrics could be so sweet. Here's the translation. Zzz, why can't I embed it. Such a sore loser.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dfR5uiClxDo
ryo feat Hatsune Miku - Melt
lalalalalalala...
Waking up in the morning
I only had one thought inside my mind
Yes, it was you
Had a haircut the other day
So you could notice and say to me,
"Why the new hairstyle?"
Pink skirt flower barette
Stick it on my hair then I'm going out
Today, you will see how cute I really can be!
MELT I'm melting
To say I love you is just impossible ... However
MELT I can't even look at your eyes
I'm not going to be in love with love not me
Because it's you ... I like
lalalalalalala...
Weather this morning was wrong and left me
unprepared again
Now I'm caught in the rain
Could have got an umbrella from a store
somewhere and then I heard her sigh
I see a girl leave. Oh was it you? And then I say,
"Do you mind if I walk with you," as you unfold the
parasol
I hope you didn't see my face was burning red,
And now I am falling in love with you!
MELT Oh, I am hardly breathing!
as our hands touch ... because
MELT all of this just because we're sharing this umbrella
Just nearly close enough, to feel your breath.
Oh, what to do...Oh, please,God, just stop time forever.
This waterfall of tears has started.
Don't know if it'll ever stop.
But I'm so happy now, that I could just die!
lalalalalalala...
MELT The time of pairing has arrived.
Though, we will meet again, until then, you'll
disappear ... And again
MELT Oh, God, please tie us forever!
Already missing you, I never want to say goodbye
I take you in my arms and say "I love you,"
...In my dreams.
lalalalalalala...
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This is Potemayo! It's so cute!! Link to that comic is here:
http://www.onemanga.com/Potemayo
It's cute but really random. -__- and sometimes they don't make sense too.
I felt so tempted to comment:
To squat, but not to hover, is gratitude enough in China.
Do you know how friggin annoying it is to hover over a toilet seat? I mean, there's just NO WAY you'd want to sit on a public toilet seat because it's so dirty. God. Ask a more sensible question, yeh?
-----
There's this song that I heard on Anime Radio just now. I've always thought it was a cute song but I didn't know the lyrics could be so sweet. Here's the translation. Zzz, why can't I embed it. Such a sore loser.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dfR5uiClxDo
ryo feat Hatsune Miku - Melt
lalalalalalala...
Waking up in the morning
I only had one thought inside my mind
Yes, it was you
Had a haircut the other day
So you could notice and say to me,
"Why the new hairstyle?"
Pink skirt flower barette
Stick it on my hair then I'm going out
Today, you will see how cute I really can be!
MELT I'm melting
To say I love you is just impossible ... However
MELT I can't even look at your eyes
I'm not going to be in love with love not me
Because it's you ... I like
lalalalalalala...
Weather this morning was wrong and left me
unprepared again
Now I'm caught in the rain
Could have got an umbrella from a store
somewhere and then I heard her sigh
I see a girl leave. Oh was it you? And then I say,
"Do you mind if I walk with you," as you unfold the
parasol
I hope you didn't see my face was burning red,
And now I am falling in love with you!
MELT Oh, I am hardly breathing!
as our hands touch ... because
MELT all of this just because we're sharing this umbrella
Just nearly close enough, to feel your breath.
Oh, what to do...Oh, please,God, just stop time forever.
This waterfall of tears has started.
Don't know if it'll ever stop.
But I'm so happy now, that I could just die!
lalalalalalala...
MELT The time of pairing has arrived.
Though, we will meet again, until then, you'll
disappear ... And again
MELT Oh, God, please tie us forever!
Already missing you, I never want to say goodbye
I take you in my arms and say "I love you,"
...In my dreams.
lalalalalalala...
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This is Potemayo! It's so cute!! Link to that comic is here:
http://www.onemanga.com/Potemayo
It's cute but really random. -__- and sometimes they don't make sense too.
Monday, June 15, 2009
Studies again...
My life is full of changes.
Let's see, since my last post, a lot has changed.
Yes, I worked with that guy as an administrative assistant and my time there was enjoyable.
Alas, they need my services no more after about 6 months? Because they're facing a bit of trouble and have to cut costs. Not to mention their prospect is looking pretty bleak so I don't blame them. But it was really nice working there, pleasant people and everything.
I could even go online :(
But moving on, I'm finally going back to studies! Diploma in Management. The only diploma available at the uni near my house. Meh, only taking a cert out of convenience, anything but Accounts.
But now, instead of the money coming in, it's money going out at quite an alarming rate. I really hope my PTPTN loan is processed without difficulty, as I'll be paying for myself.
I have decided not to enter any relationship for a certain period of time.
Better off without complications at the moment.
I have met a guy that I am interested in becoming friends with though.
But the tricky part now is to try and figure out how to let him know so he'll not be wary or cautious because I'm not looking to be with someone but rather just being friends and well, just outings.
About the conflict in my family, I can only pray to God and hope that all will be well.
I've recently went back for cellgroup and after a few weeks I'll be going back to church too. Out of my own will. It's time.
Let's see, since my last post, a lot has changed.
Yes, I worked with that guy as an administrative assistant and my time there was enjoyable.
Alas, they need my services no more after about 6 months? Because they're facing a bit of trouble and have to cut costs. Not to mention their prospect is looking pretty bleak so I don't blame them. But it was really nice working there, pleasant people and everything.
I could even go online :(
But moving on, I'm finally going back to studies! Diploma in Management. The only diploma available at the uni near my house. Meh, only taking a cert out of convenience, anything but Accounts.
But now, instead of the money coming in, it's money going out at quite an alarming rate. I really hope my PTPTN loan is processed without difficulty, as I'll be paying for myself.
I have decided not to enter any relationship for a certain period of time.
Better off without complications at the moment.
I have met a guy that I am interested in becoming friends with though.
But the tricky part now is to try and figure out how to let him know so he'll not be wary or cautious because I'm not looking to be with someone but rather just being friends and well, just outings.
About the conflict in my family, I can only pray to God and hope that all will be well.
I've recently went back for cellgroup and after a few weeks I'll be going back to church too. Out of my own will. It's time.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Officially Moving On!
Yep. Officially moving on!
I’ve finished another part time job yay. I’ve been sleeping really late recently. Like early morning.
I suspect I’m pushing myself to my limit so that I lie down straight, flat out tired and just sleep before my head even touches the pillow. Because I don’t want to think.
Officially moving on! And btw, Rochester’s Farewell, an opera like song that sounds so sad which is recently written. Should be recent, uncertain.
I’ve finished another part time job yay. I’ve been sleeping really late recently. Like early morning.
I suspect I’m pushing myself to my limit so that I lie down straight, flat out tired and just sleep before my head even touches the pillow. Because I don’t want to think.
Officially moving on! And btw, Rochester’s Farewell, an opera like song that sounds so sad which is recently written. Should be recent, uncertain.
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