Dinner, Accident

Yesterday my sister, Serena and her husband, Barnabas and child, Eleazar, my brother, Ian, and wife, Ruth, came down to have dinner with me.

And to be frank, I'm glad.

Looking at them, I realised that it's just so nice to eat with family. Plus I didn't have to worry about how much the dinner would cost me. =)

Then they came to the apartment (Thankfully I cleaned up a bit), and it was about 11 when they left.

I slept. Till 5 something. Then slept till 7. Then played Maple till it was time for class.

Sigh What Bliss. I've got enough sleep.

Today as I was walking back from College, an car and a motorbike collided. Like really near me. Like 2 seconds of running (distance). I heard the crunch. It was... scary. Because it was all so near.

I heard Horn. Crunch. But luckily it wasn't very serious. I was glancing to the right to check for incoming cars when I heard Crunch. Looked to the left and saw the motorcyclist on the pavement. He got up groggily tho. Adjusted his motorbike. Mmm, the car's not in a really good shape tho. Nothing serious. Eyes goggled tho. On my part.

And oh yea. This was what My sister said in the car.

Aiyak, ngo hou chi oi ta pei.
Opps, I think I am going to fart.

o.O

Library Fine. Damnit

Typing at the computer lab. I'm working again as lab assistant.

Job Description

Lab Assistant.
Duty : To pass people their papers according to their id numbers.

That's it.

And the occasional top up thing and changing of password. That I still have to get a hang on. And also complaints about crappy, malfunctioning computers. Yep. Bright and shiny day at work.

Today's class was good. I knew how to do ze homework. Heck, I'm even looking forward to doing that one-question homework! So you should know how much I like today's class. ^^;

And I returned the Accounting Reference Book to the Library today and guess what.

They charged me 9 bucks for it!

NINE BLOODY BUCKS!
$%%^@#$%#^@%#$^@#$@#$^@#$%@#$^#$%@#$%#$%

One day = Rm1

Like wtfh roar!

BUT

I borrowed 3 books today. I shall just think of 3 bucks of rent per book. Then I wouldn't hit myself *that* hard.
OH WEEE

I have LOTS of anime to watch! My friend (Or shall I say acquaintance) just passed me 70 GB of ANIMES!


Suddenly my world so VERY ROCKS.

Chan Wei Qiang for Today's event.

So. Today I nearly woke up late again. Thank God I asked my friend to wake me up.
So I had lunch just now. Then I tapau-ed Lekor.
I waited for 5 mins. Under the hot sun.
Then looking at the lekor practically swimming in oil... Really swimming.

Nearly lost my appetite tho.

So.

The other day this guy approached me. It wasn't bad. I felt slightly flattered. Though he was friendly, I don't suppose this guy would have a lot of courage to go up and talk to a girl stranger but... yeah I wasn't mean to him. His confidence would have been utterly shattered had I had my hair day. His name is Wei Qiang. Chan I think. Slightly pimpled. Slightly. English speaking tho a stressed hint of the Chinese slang purring erm, the English accent.

Come to think of it, I think I forgot his face already.

Yay~ A new acquaintance~

I missed my 1st Exam.

AGH! I missed my first exam!


.........

I slept at 6.30am yesterday.
I was studying.
Was supposed to wake up at 8.30am.
Thought 2 hours would be enough. How wrong I was.

Woke up to phone buzzing.
Twas my friend, Khengmai.

Khengmai: Where were you?
Me: omg omfg what time is it now?!
Khengmai: We finished our exams.
Me: *stunned*
Khengmai: Hello?
Me: I'll call you back later [weakly]







%&@%Q#$% HOW CAN I DAMN MISS MY EXAM?! WHAT?! HAS MY MOTHER PAID 350 BUCKS FOR ME TO MISS IT?!

hahas. Luckily I can still resit for it. =D

At 2pm. So now it's 1. Yep. Waiting. Oh yea. Lunchtime.

Ugh. What a traumatic start for the day.


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Finished exam.

And YAY! I got 66%!~ I was sooooo scared I'd fail. =.=

Sigh. One more day to go. And mind you Paper 2 is going to be extra hard. So I decided not to sleep tonight. NO SLEEPING like today. zzzz 2 hours was the death of me.



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I am NOT going to let anything get to me... grrr I am not going to let myself be maddened by something anymore. NOPE.


'Go on, shout at me, I can't hear you.'


Tonight I went with my housemate for dinner. Mmm, tomorrow is my roommate's birthday. Mmm, darn, I didn't wrap the present. I bought earrings for her. Hoop ones. =) So I think I'll give her the gift at midnight. Stocked up on maggi and tissue paper just now at Watson.

End.

I remember...

I remember a long time ago. Okay. Not that long but perhaps a year ago. Or two.

Soong and I were having this really down day because of guys and we decided to have an activity.

So she came to my house, we planned to watch DVDS and bum around. But in the end,

we ate raspberry vanilla ice cream, one whole carton of it and we didn't finish it because it was kinda melted. Yuck.

The one I wanted wasn't available, I think my favourite flavour would be 'Lava' by Walls I think.

Then there was my niece and nephew, who entered the room many many times and didn't shut the door all the time (Irritating). And did I shout at them? I think I did. Oh Soong just reminded me that I took the cane. Of course to threathen la. Nothing much.

Then there was Back Dormitory Boys, the one I intro to Soong. Yeh. We had a nice laugh and time.

Then we watch a dvd. Half way she gotta go. Of course we chose a very pro girl dvd.

'How to lose a guy in 10 days' *wink*

Soong reminded me of this today. And I was like 'Oh yea, I remember that day.'

Now I'm more confused than ever.

Anew

Without realising it, I've stopped posting for about a month now. I just didn't write anything.

Since my last rather emotional one, that last post really did take all of me. Stretched myself to take all that I have within me, but not quite, compiling everything into one. Well, since that I can't write.

Thinking about my life, last year was crazy. My last month was hell. But I'm struggling hard to cope with my life. Sometimes I just feel like breaking down and cry and in fact I did. But only sometimes.

One word.

'Why?'

This is where I begin my life Anew. I shall be unsusceptible to hurt and well, let's just say without overreacting that my life is indeed in shambles and pieces. So if you know me just recently, I find it hard to communicate. I started going out about 2 weeks ago. I went to Cell. It did me good. I think that I need to go back closer to God. For when shit happens, I tend to stray further away. Because of the hurt. And circumstances.

Part of me wants to just stay cooped up at home because that's just exactly what I want to do. Part of me feels like... what... being a recluse for at least a month of two?

Please do not ask me what happened. It's so hard for me to relate to it when I am trying my best to forget it. But don't worry it's not as serious as me being raped or something like that, or molested. Nope. Nothing like that.

I am okay. Not.

Phew. What a post for a first one.